Three things: 

1. I’m decomposing 
2. I’m not in love 
3. I h8 myself 　

I spent the evening alone, wandering empty gardens and buildings. Enjoyed whilst doing so; coffee, drawing and writing – set to the sounds of my ‘Maow’ playlist and concluding with ice cream.　

Tired, uninspired. 

I want a new journal because I feel that the person who started this one is gone and it doesn’t feel right continuing the journal of someone else, especially a ghost. 

My friends have grown and gone /
They think that they’re adults but they know they’re wrong /　
They’re not that strong.